hi there. i'm cara. i'm smart, capable, and talented in and out of the bedroom. and i have an otherwise wonderful boyfriend who just doesn't love all the little fetishes that i do.
i don't smoke all the time, but when i was a goth theatre chick in college, i LOVED to smoke cloves. i still do it occasionally, but my boyfriend can't stand it, so i kinda sneak around sometimes. ;) funny thing is that i do it so rarely that i actually get a little buzz from every clove cigarette that i smoke. in fact... that brings me to my next point.
i'm a born submissive who believes that nothing's more intimate than a real power exchange. i guess you could say i'm good at being a little uncomfortable. so if you asked me to smoke, you'd be getting me a little high, i guess, and i'd leave the pace in your hands... which is where the control belongs. years ago, my ex took me from vanilla and innocent to whimpering submissive slut - and kept me there for 3 years while i indulged his every desire. he left me with an addiction i can't overcome.
these days, i'm with a really nice guy who adores me, supports me and cooks me eggs benedict. i love him ...but i've always known that we weren't sexually compatible. he's just not as adventurous as i am - and he doesn't see the sensuality in a curl of smoke on a woman in high heels.
so i live vanilla, but i was born to be a bottom. there's nothing like being pinned down, tied up, and treated like your plaything. the desire to be tied up and made to beg for my orgasm is overwhelming sometimes.
so a friend of mine who used to be on NF said "cara, you've got a sexy voice and you even turn ME on with your submissive fantasies... you could have great sex on niteflirt and it wouldn't even be cheating!"
so here i am. asking you to give me what i've been craving for years... the opportunity to indulge YOUR unapologetic whims. :)
WARNING: my boyfriend sometimes works from home!! if you want to talk to me on those days, i HAVE to be quiet. if you ask me not to hang up, i won't, but i may have to make something up to get rid of him. i'm willing to work off my punishment but PLEASE bear with me!
