Relapse, you promised to yourself this would never happen again.. but who are you kidding? That's not the first time you promised yourself that either. Accepting and understanding your compulsion is a big first step. Just as you cannot control your spending, you cannot control your need to be owned, to live your life serving me.
It's time to face your fears head-on. The more you fight your urge to serve, the worse these feelings will get for you. You want to feel normal but you cannot deny these fantasies brewing inside of you. We'll navigate your vulnerabilities, fears, and desires, unlocking a newfound sense of freedom and self-confidence. I know you lay awake at night, ruminating on how you would come out to your loved ones about your perversions. Don't worry, your wife or girlfriend does not need to find out, it can be our little secret.
Most likely you have tried talk therapy and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy to no avail. It's okay sweetheart - I'm here to help you with this. You see the more you go against your desires, the stronger they become. I am going to teach you new coping mechanisms and a different approach so you can finally find peace.