Hi all! I’m Hazel! I’m 25 and from a small town in southern Illinois.
I’m in college at present and taking a semester off for financial reasons. It’s turning out to be one of the best things I’ve done. I am often bogged down in a lot of ‘shoulds’ and ‘have tos’ and this break, which ironically I do have to take, is causing me to get out of my normal head space and be present in my life, which I’m genuinely learning to like.
If I’m being honest, I’ve led a pretty sheltered life to date. I’m from a town that measures its size in stop signs, not stop lights, and the overall sense that I’ve had is that the world is a big, scary place that I shouldn’t venture out into. Having begun to venture out, I’m realizing how cock-eyed that thinking is. And, while there is a certain quaintness to living in a town where everyone knows everybody’s business, there’s also a provincial quality to it that doesn’t sit well with me.
One of my least favorite things is comparing myself to other people. Seeing someone else and then asking myself, why is that not happening for me? I have tried to rid myself of those thoughts, but being surrounded by people who think that way doesn’t help all that much.
Something that has helped me a great deal was my foray into the world of digital modeling. I used to cam a few years ago in my early 20s. It was an amazing experience for me (up until my best friend told her boyfriend what I was doing and it became a thing). It gave me both a sense of purpose and a feeling of empowerment that I hadn’t felt previously. I loved getting messages from people telling me what they thought of me. It’s one thing to hear it from your good friends that they think you’re pretty, it’s another entirely when a random stranger says it.
I’ve been missing that feeling of empowerment lately and, now that I have some time on my hands, decided to see what I could do to recapture that. So I’m signing up here to take phone calls!
I so enjoyed connecting with people and looking at things from different perspectives, hearing what people liked (both in general and about me) and to have a lot of fun. It’s hard not to be in the moment while you’re masturbating for/with someone else. So please reach out to me! I am happy to talk about whatever, providing it follows the terms of service, and am excited about the fun we’ll be able to have. Hopefully I can make your day better, just as you can for me!
