There’s one scene in particular in all these leather girl porn films you watch – of a woman in her mid-30s, blonde, wearing jeans and a biker jacket. She has a pretty but forgettable face, is a little weather-beaten, wearing a wedding ring, and has a stretch mark or two that leads you to guess that she’s a mom. And then she takes off her shirt, revealing a big wrack of tits and a scorpion tattoo on her navel. And the look on her face as she reaches around back to unclip that bra and hand herself over to her “friend,” the dealer (i.e., Me) – the mixture of determination, calculation, and [in that small portion of her brain that the cocaine hasn’t fried] anxiety – it’s the same look, the same feeling that comes back at you out of the mirror every time you are getting ready to call Me – your leather Goddess fix.
It’s time. Pay now, and you’ll have what you need: Mistress Annette – The Vulgar Goddess of your wet dreams. Just do whatever it is you have to do to get it. And do whatever you’re told, or you might not get what you came here for. That image – no, not the image, but the feeling that goes with it – becomes your reality as soon as you pick up the phone.
Your recurring dream has you taking the place of the whore, coming to Me again and again. In the dreams, as in waking life, I never let you touch Me or even see Me completely naked. Sometimes I do degrading things to you, just for my perverted kicks. Sometimes I make you service My friends. But it doesn’t matter anyway what you do to get the rewards, as long as you get your “fix” at the end, which you always do. I possess you totally, like neon in your blood – hot, ecstatic. And part of you that you can see down there on the floor naked, sucking My asshole – it’s like that’s someone else’s body, someone else’s life. Like I have swallowed you, changed forever, and you dissolve into Me at the crack of My ass. All you can think about right now is when you can be with Me again. Pick up the phone and bring it back to Mistress Annette for the first time -- again.
Me: I am not a psychic and don’t work from scripts. Our experience here is unscripted, and I expect you to introduce yourself properly, or I will hang up. My time is more valuable than the rate you are paying me, and I know that full well. I am not a woman you can trifle with and escape consequences. Sexy is as sexy does.
